Hola!

Wow today was crazy. I had a thought today.........

Someone made a comment about how they would be totally miserable if they were married at 16 years old, because they don't know if they've met their true love yet.

But I Think it's possiable to meet someone a 16 and that person really be their soul mate.

Don't you?

I mean think about it this way..........

hundreds of years ago.....actually not even that long ago, girls were married off at 16 and sometimes way younger. Like royalty for example they were often bethrothed at birth and were never really given a chance to find true love.

Like really, off the top of my head, i can think of at least 3 example (fictional or no) who found love at a young age.

1 - Romeo & Juilet...... i mean sure they both die, but they go TOGETHER!!!!

2 - Rose Dewitt-Beaucater & Jake Dawson........ she gave up everything for him and he did the same for her. I think they both die to come to thin of it.

3 - Noah & Allie Calhoun......... no matter what happened they always came back to one another.

But I'm not sure i could really ever imagen marrying one of the poor fools from my school.... hence my point that i don't date guys from my school. Or maybe the point is not TRUE LOVE but FIRST LOVE!

Either way, think about it....... Would you marry at your age....whatever that age maybe?

VOILA!

After 10 months of being M.I.A. I'm BACK! and here to stay.

So much has happened that I'm not sure where to start.......

I'm not with the boyfriend i was with last time i blogged, Dylon. He left me after our One Month for my best friend Sammi. But then he dumped her for his best friends lil sister. So hes all whatever now. about a month after we broke up, i meet thsis awesome guy at a concert and now after talking since October, we're dating! He's takine me to prom next saturday at his highschool. My dress is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!! Its so perfect for me. We're going to dinner at Beardly Manor with our families. It's going to be amazing!!!

He's wicked sweet and makes me feel special. i really lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend. =)

Finally Back YAY!

hi Mon Amies!

Sorry it took so long. I mean its been over a MONTH! Haha Miss me much? XD

Just thought ii'd finally up date my page because SOOOOO much has happened in the last 36 days!!!

Okay so in my last post, under my list of things i wanted, i listed a boyfriend.

I GOT MY FREAKIN WISH!
He's A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! On Monday the 31st it wil be 2 Weeks! YAY!

He's has been one of my closestfriends for a few years now and.........Im at a loss for words XD.

I spent yesterday with him at his Grandparents house. We went swimming and got majorly sunburnt! hahaha We had a good time drowning our friend Brandon when he got to annoying lol! ( for the recored he is still alive at my request). HA!

Yeah so my parents are gone this weekend to Maine and New Hampshire to visit friends and family. i have to stay here for a photo-thing. not quite sure what it is, but O-Well! ha

Yeah so my b-day was August 5 th and i had an amazing party the week after. almost all my besties came up and we played guitar hero and had a HUGE water ballon fight. They all ganged up on me and so needless to say i'm the one who eneded up soaking wet! they are SOOO mean to me! haha but i guess they were mjust doing their job XD!

Kay thats is all i feel like writing now! TTUS

XOXOXOXO

~♥Em♥~

New Thoughts

kay kay ppl! i'm atrating another blogg later. YAY! o wait there is no one to celebrate with cause no one is reading this!! XD silly me. :P

haha so i'm bored and i forgot my notebook at home so i have nothing to write. wow thats lame! i need a life!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so i'll just make a list of things i want right now! XD

1.) A FREAKIN CAR PPL! hopefully a punchbuggy convertable in a bright pruple.

2.)maybe a boy friends who loves me.....maybe not. i.d.c

3.) to go far far away from frankfort, NY

4.) my life/ the world to make sence finally.

5.) i want poeple to say what they mean and stand by it.

6.) i want a really big smoothie! berry flavored babay!

7.) a hugg, i kinda feel like crying : (

8.) TEXTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Now a list of my Goals in life:

1.) Go to Northwestern University

2.) Move out asap.

3.) Become a successful writer of some kind....most likely fiction.

4.) Study forensic Anthoropology.

5.) Be successful in life and never need help.

6.) Travel the world and write my books.

7.) Fall in love and be happy XD

8.) Take chances and live life to the fullest.

Now a list of fears:

1.) CLOWNS! they scare the shit out of me!!!

2.) Snakes EWWWWWW!

3.) Spiders *see above*

4.) White Jeeps (i was hit by one)

5.) The nissan comercials where the ppl become the earth, water, sky etc....its just NOT NATURAL!!!

okay i'm done now lol ttus!
X0X0X0X0X0,

~♥Em♥~

an excerpt from my diary......

hey ppl hayy!

for something new i thought i would copy a section from my diary.

here it is:

July 16th, 2009

i am s confused and uncertain.......

my thoughts are skattered like dragon flies on the lake's surface, drifting and always darting too and fro.

Jumbeled together like the pieces of a puzzel still in the box, not yet pieced together.

Broken like my poor soul, tatterd and bruised.

They all say the same words, yet i fear some say them in jest or with the emptiness of the air we breath.

*One claims to love although he rejects the strange and new. He is also a coward and a lier.

* Anther claims to love yet will not show me any affection where sightful eyes may peer.

*and the last claimed to posses a love but can only love what he sees and can control, not what is really there.

i know they all "love" in their own way, but their minds are corsetted by their failured, limitations, and lack of balance.

Two of them flaw & error in worse ways than what i've scripted. Yet th one left out of that group is oddly the one of late, i have come to love.

If the first man cannot love me for who i am and am not, then i myself cannot live my life to the extent of its boundaries.

and if the third man has to control me in order to preserve a balance, i cnnot remain serene and civil for long.

By mayhapps if that second man could brave the foul opinions of others, and show me how he really feels, than what we both know we have could grow into something real.

Back Again........

Hayyy Heyyy!

I'm Back again! And this time summer is kickin ass! If i mentioned that i hated summer before.....well i'm taking it back!!! Summer freakin rox!!!!!

I just got back from camping in the finger lakes with my family. My friend Manda went with us and we had a BLAST!! We met up with my mum's best friend and her family. I finally got to meet my god-brother who is totally awesome and his younger brother (who's name will be Chace). Anyway he's so totally cute and we had a thing going while we were there.Unfourtunatly he live 6 hours away but i will still get to see him when ever we get together. I guess thats better than not at all. XD

We had an awesome time and i cried when we left. like i litterly CRIED A RIVER. Which is really unlike me, just for the record. But yeah. So i love, and am over the other 3 guys i've mentioned on here.

I guess i Really LOVE him. But......

Caio For Now!

XOXOXO

~♥EM♥~

Again & Again........!

OKAY!

I'm back again! Miss me much? lol : P

Okay so Now that this has been here like what.........1 week and no one is following it, i figured that i'm truly glad no one is reading this. i mean wow . haha okay so nothing much to talk about today. Other than i ran like 6 miles yesterday! YAY me!

So Newest Issue (i seem to have alot of these latley) :

Ok so i used to go out with this guy (for this purpose i'll call him Mike). We only dated for like 2 weeks because he cheated on me with one of my friends. But we've gotten past that and started talking again. I know he's trouble but he's just funny to listen to. Like i'm not even kidding you would have to hear it to believe it. anyway I'm not sure that i like him but i KNOW he likes me. He just came out of a relationship with some girl who left him for his bestfriend and i'm NOT going to Be a rebound girl EverEver!Anyway he want me to hang out with him but i'm not sure because he's notorious for moving through girls like really really fast. I don't want to take another trip down that road. NO THANK YOU! So i guess i'll just bring someone with me. Now who to bring .....who to bring. NO IDEA!

But Caio for now!

XOXOXOXO

~♥EM♥~